Oh my Gosh YES! I would love to. Right now it is not possible. I have not attempted to contact them at the advice of my attorneys and the fact that they are under complete "control" of their mother and her family.
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Yes I do, I think they desparetely want to talk to me. I believe they are starving for answers, for facts, for the big picture. I understand the position they're in and how they must feel these days. It's been so long since we've been able to talk and be together. I look forward to seeing them soon and hearing about how they think and feel about everything these days. I'm sure they have tons of good and maybe some not-so-good experiences they want to share with me. I want to hear about all of them. I will tell Matthew, Alexandria, Theresa and John as much as they want to know about my experiences too. I understand I am the parent targeted and blamed for all things bad that my children are experiencing. I understand they have been told that something is broken in their Daddy's head, or that Daddy did bad things to "other girls." I know that scarred them, confused them and made them feel like they had to agree with those saying those things. No, it's not their fault. I know what they must be going through and I know it has been difficult, it's been really hard for me too. A lot of parents and kids are going through exactly what we are going through too; we are not alone and there are solutions and ways to heal, fix what has been taken and destroyed in our lives. I don't blame them for what has happened; none of this is their fault whatsoever. I love them so very much and nothing will ever change that--ever! I understand that my children are trapped in a difficult situation. They may be ridiculed, teased, retaliated upon, bullied, not accepted, un-loved, and treated harshly in so many other negative ways if they merely hint that they miss or love me, their father. All I can say is that I understand and that they are again--NOT ALONE! It breaks my heart to hear them say that I made them sad and hurt their feelings; I was surprised to hear them say that. I'm glad that they were able to say that this is how they feel now. I'm sad to hear my children say they are angry with me or I made them feel bad. I guess this is something we need to work on. I would love to hear how my children think we can work on these things sometime soon.
YES, without a doubt! My love flows for them and to them from deep in my heart and soul always. There is nothing in this world that would change the fact that I love each of them... (Matthew...Alexandria...Theresa...John) so very much. I will always be here with "arms wide open" to accept you and love you!
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